Goodbye Malawi, Hello Western World
9 août 2011 | Shannon, DVM, National Association of People Living with HIV/AIDS in Malawi (NAPHAM), Uniterra, MalawiI have just returned to Canada after two days of exhausting travels back from Malawi and it feels strange. Three months went by way too fast and I really wish that I could have stayed in Malawi longer. To sum up the experience in one word: amazing. I’ve met so many wonderful people, experienced so many great things and learned more than I ever could learn simply in a classroom. In my opinion, every International Development student needs to do something like this before they graduate.
During the last few weeks of my internship, I mostly worked on wrapping up my work so that my organization would be able to carry on without me. Mostly it entailed finishing up a couple of funding proposals, as well as an end-of-internship report that summarized everything that I had accomplished. It’s funny how when you write it all down in a report, all the work that you’ve done seems like a lot but at the end of the day, I’ve come out of this internship with the feeling that I could have done so much more. I guess that is a pretty normal feeling but I have definitely wondered why my organization wanted a Canadian intern around. I really hope that I was an asset but I’m sure a Malawian intern would have been just as good as a fit – maybe even more so, since a Malawian intern would have also known Chichewa. However, I am very thankful for the experience.
Now that I’m back in Canada, I’m just working on trying to make sense of all of the mixed feelings that I am currently experiencing. I am going through a bit of reverse culture shock and that, combined with the general sadness of leaving Malawi behind, has put me in a strange mood. On the other hand, it is really nice to be back and to see all of my friends and family so I’m not sure what to make of everything; it’s still a bit overwhelming. I am taking the post-internship intensive courses though so I am hoping that the courses will help me to put things into perspective. It is nice to know that I am not alone and that there are other interns who have mixed feelings about their experiences and about being back in Canada. All in all, I am very thankful to the University of Ottawa for giving me this opportunity and I am already looking forward to going back to Africa, because after this experience, I know that I will definitely be going back.