Hello from the Himalayas!
For my final blog post about my international internship experience, I have decided to insert clips and pieces of my weekly-blog submissions. The weekly-blog writing has been an interesting and valuable exercise. The blogs capture both my professional and personal experiences about the internship. The exercise provided me the time to think and reflect about my work, the staff, my projects and my living experience up in the hills.
September 22nd 2011
Even during my short time here so far, I have ran into some ‘development dilemmas’ and issues. Firstly, my supervisor has expressed her own personal dilemmas in working within the community and with the organization. The majority of the staff are from the local areas, however she is from an urban area and can be classified as ‘upper class’. She feels sometimes that the local people and communities resent her presence here, she says ‘they look at me, see that I can speak English, see that I have a laptop… and the women probably think that I am privileged because I do not have to cook, clean, pick the grass, take care of animals and other household duties. My supervisor has a passion for development and has expressed her happiness in living in the mountains as oppose to the cities but again does not want to impose onto the local way of living. I also said that international volunteers and interns probably experience the same feeling. We are coming from a privileged background, even more than she is, coming to help these communities ‘develop’ and although our intentions are genuine, there are dilemmas, challenges and problems with the entire idea of it.
Another interesting observation I have taken in while being here is the inequalities that exist within the country and within the community. For instance, the organization is friends with the people that run a resort in the area. The hotel/resort is beautiful, nice rooms, toilets, running water, flowers and plants everywhere and a cooking staff that make incredible food; all of the luxuries. Over the weekend, the family who owns that resort was having a birthday party celebration for their daughter who was turning eight. There were other families there and there were also guests from the hotel who joined in. Most of the families from India that visit are from the cities, like Mumbai and Delhi who are looking to get away from the hustle and bustle into the calm and peace of the mountain area. There was plenty of tea, two birthday cakes, a dinner and a band from the city playing. Yesterday, we had a picnic in the forest with the same group. As the hotel staff brought over the table and silverware to serve lunch, just over the hill, there was a family’s home. Their houses were made of grass and plastic materials. There were no floors, only the ground of mud. Firewood was collected, they had one hen, and the children wore run-down clothing. Meanwhile, the families and children from the lunch were wearing sunglasses, nice mostly Western clothing and holding expensive cameras and bags. So, I felt pretty uneasy about the whole situation, meaning I felt guilty. The whole experience was an eye-opener of the inequalities that exist within the country.
October 5th 2011
Dr. Sushil, the owner and founder of Aarohi has returned from his traveling. Finally, he is in the office so we, (the international interns) can pick his brain for various information. He is a great guide and compassionate about his work, the people, his staff and development work. He has been further guiding all of his on our work and giving us valuable input. The other day I was sitting in the main office and one of the staff members said that Dr.Sushil wanted to see me. I went down to the clinic to him examining a pregnant patient. He took the time to translate the entire session in English for me, and in Hindi for the patient and for a staff member who is training to a midwife. He ran through a general pre-natal check up. Blood pressure, weight and pulse rate was to be taken. Also, the abdomen exam’s purpose was to feel for the uterus. I have told the staff here that I will study nursing in the future and I am so glad that Dr.Sushil acted upon my interests!! It was a real treat.
October 17th 2011
I am officially half-way through my internship! Everything is going well. Aarohi had its annual HAAT festival just recently. The festival began on October 13th and will end today, October 18th. The festival brings many people from the community to enjoy dancing, singing, sweets, samosas and all kinds of shops. Aarohi also has a shop set up to sell our products such as soaps and culinary herbs. The evening programs have been very entertaining! Full of both local and regional Indian dancing and singing. Last night we were surprised to hear a hip-hop song with three people performing a hip-hop routine! The other interns and I were the only (women) bouncing around to the song. The men and boys at the festival have proved to be quite rowdy! In fact, Seema, the wife of the owner, was quick to rush us out of the festival when it was getting late, because she said the men will get more and more rowdy, especially when they are drinking alcohol. This type of environment can be considered unsafe for girls and women. Despite this, it has been wonderful to see the community to come out and enjoy each other’s company along with the entertainment. The staff has been telling me that this festival is really the only event that happens around here, so it provides families a nice break from the day-to-day routine.
October 29th 2011
I recently went a small trip with the other international interns to Rishikesh. Rishikesh has been called the Yoga capital of the world and has been made famous by the Beatles, who stayed at an Ashram there. The trip began with a taxi ride downtown to the train station, followed by an overnight train. I find it quite hard to sleep on the overnight trains, mostly because of the frequent stops that it makes. The stops also provide vendors the time to come in the train and yell out things like chips and chai, even if its 2 am. The train arrived at Haridwar station, and from there, we waited around the in the train station with the intention to catch a bus up to Rishikesh. We walked outside the station in the morning, with all sorts of drivers swarming us to take us anywhere for an over-priced cost. I have learned the average price difference for taxi rides for foreigners and for locals, and it is quite drastic. Anyway, we found out there was an express train to Rishikesh, so we settled for that instead. On the evening of Diwali, we visited an Ashram that was conducing a puja (ritual, offering) to Lord Rama. There were prayers, a lot of singing and offerings of sweets to the Lord. The ceremony was conducted along the ganges, the river and was really beautiful. They also lit lanterns and set them out on the river. What a sight!
November 2nd 2011
The staff at Aarohi have nicknamed me Chai girl and believe that in another life, I must have been Indian. They say this because I accept all offers of chai (which can be up to 5 a day), love the food, including the spicy pickles, carry the kurta clothing well and have mustered some of my own Indian cooking skills. I have managed, after many attempts, to make a chapatti. I have watched the cook make them, and it looks pretty simple. Brown flour, mixed with water, roll out the dough, put on the pan and then over the propane fire. However, it is not that easy. Finally, my roommates who have been subject to all of my cooking experiments, said last night “you know, this tastes like an Indian could have made this!”
November 12th 2011
Over my internship, I have also had the time to think about development; what it means, what it involves and what I have learned about my program during this experience. Firstly, I would personally encourage International Development students to enroll in the international internship course, because I feel that I have learned more doing this field-work class than I learned reading, analyzing, researching about the topic at the university. Although I am not dismissing the learning and importance of these courses, I am simply saying that ‘doing’ development is different than ‘learning’ about it, and doing it, is worthwhile. And from doing development, what I have come to realize is that, in this field, one individual is so small. For example, I am in one country, within one state, within one local area, within one organization that services a select local population with specific programs. I teach English to the school children to help them improve their lives and future prospects. I teach a total of 30 children, out of a population of 1 billion. However, although each of our own work is small, change begins with ourselves, with the individual. I read the news recently to find out that global population has reached 7 billion people. And although the field of international development seems like a big machine, intended to benefit large portions of the world, I have realized for myself that I have done well in a day, if I can positively impact one person’s life. Just one person, out of 7 billion.
November 18th 201
This afternoon, I will be doing my wrap-up presentation. The presentation has some information about myself, (since I never did it at the beginning), the work I have completed and my 20 best pictures during my experience here. We have been doing extra social events this week, because of my departure. Last night, Puneet and the two other interns and I, went over to Premula’s house for dinner. We had plenty of food for dinner including chapattis, a palak/spinach dish, daal, an eggplant dish and a paneer-vegetable dish. For dessert, Premula made us all some hot-chocolate and also had some sweets for us. We all sat around the fire and chatted about all kinds of things, including development challenges in the region. Premula is a free-lance worker who built a house in the village about 15 years ago, next to the owner of Aarohi. She lives in Delhi, but likes to come to the hills every once in a while to escape the city and to contribute to rural development. She is skeptical of people building and developing in the area. Politicians and ‘richer’ Indians are pushing to develop hotels, cottages and large homes in the hills as their vacation getaways. She is worried about the impact on the environment and the extra traffic in the region, especially if they do not give back to the community. She spoke of one man, who is building a house in the area. Apparently, he is an advocate for rural development and believes that local knowledge and labor should be used when building. However, he has ignored his own philosophy and has hired urban labor and is using non-local materials for the construction of the house.
The staff at Aarohi are convinced that I will return to Aarohi later on in the future. They say I have too much “Indian-blood” to not return to the country. I am very glad that I have been invited back and have been offered various homes to stay at, if I return. I also hope that the local population can maintain the beauty of this area by avoiding the development of too many buildings. If however, there is development and construction, hopefully these people will contribute to the local economy and development of the hills and its people.
I am so happy that I have decided to partake in the international internship course at OttawaU. The internship is my last course in my undergraduate degree of International Development and Globalization and it was the perfect way to end my studies. I have learned countless amounts of things about development, about life and about myself during the experience.
Thank you to the University and Faculty of Social Science for offering and facilitating the internship program.